I'm still confuse...(~~,)

What is this feeling i have?
I seen to love you....
But other times i seem to loathe you....
I can't be without you....
 Or maybe just without anyone.... 
I think about you all the time.... 
But why do i have this feeling????


I long for your voice.... 
And i would die to hear your laugh....
But is this love??? 
Or merely lust???